EDIT a few minutes ago I just cleaned out from underneath my bed. I cleaned out my bed box too. Got rid of things that trigger me like my mom for example. She drives me mad and didn't acknowledged me as her daughter on her bloody FB but I am wise to her bullshit. She puts her sons first... and doesn't add me. I'd erase my FB but I have friends on there.
I have cut ties with my birth family esp my mother and her stupid fucking sons. I want to find my birth father ... but I can't find him. My parents relationship went like Romeo and Juliet, mom's family hated my dad, and my dad's family hated my mom. It's really making me mentally ill right now.
Anyways, it felt good getting that out, Cathartic even.